Personal Revelation

I found out on Sunday 3 weeks ago I needed to make a decision. I decided to ask Heavenly Father. I prayed about it Sunday night before I went to bed. I prayed and pondered about it Monday morning while I commuted to work. I pondered about it while at work and once again coming home from work. Tuesday I done the same thing. Pondering and praying about it while driving to work. This time it was different. I had a small simple thought I almost passed over because it was so simple. I thought about it while I was working and decided to act on that prompting. After I got home and before I went to bed, I read my patriarchal blessing due to that simple thought/prompting while driving to work of "read your patriarchal blessing". I thought that maybe since it had been a few weeks since I had read it, it had just crossed my mind. Nope. I was wrong. Wednesday passed by and I made my decision while driving to work. All because of a simple prompting. It was not a typical answer of yes or no, but an answer of "read your patriarchal blessing". In my blessing I already had the answer to my question and just needed a simple reminder of that answer and personal revelation Heavenly Father gave me when I got my patriarchal blessing. No its not the answer I was expecting, but I am grateful for the answer anyways.
Now that some time has passed (3 weeks isn't long, but it has been long enough for me to ponder on personal revelation a little more) I am able to look back and think about the whole experience and personal revelation in general. I have learned a few things in the process.
1) Take all problems and questions to Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ. They really do know what they are doing. Even though the answer I got was not what I wanted, the answer I did get has allowed me a deeper understanding of my patriarch blessing and a glimmer of hope to hold onto until that part of my blessing is fulfilled.
2) There is more ways to say no then no. My question I had was "Is it time for me to take out my endowments?" my answer was "read your patriarchal blessing". Now, I have to say, not all answers come that quickly. I did not expect an answer so quickly. It surprised me actually. My answer was really a "not yet but you will go through someday soon. Dont give up."
3) Sometimes the Lord just has to bring to remembrance things we already know. As soon as I had the thought "read your patriarchal blessing", I knew what my answer was because I read my patriarchal often enough when I am going though a trial and when I have that thought, I can see exactly in my minds eye what part of my patriarchal blessing is sticking out and is an answer to my question.
4) Heavenly Father still blesses His children no matter their choices/decisions. Lately I haven't been the greatest at daily prayer and scripture study and I haven't felt like I should get an answer that fast due to my knowledge of all the scriptures that say (and I am paraphrasing here) "if you are slow to remember the lord the lord is slow to remember you". I knew it would take some time to get an answer because I have been slow to remember and stay close to Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ. I am so grateful that Heavenly Father did answer my pray and question and so quickly.
5) Heavenly Father and Jesus really are aware of me, my struggles, my desires, and they know me better then i know myself. How cool is that? Think of it this way, have you ever saw something at the store and a person instantly pops into your mind with a thought similar to "if so-and-so saw this they would flip out!?!" In that instant, you know that person so well, you just know they would LOVE it. Heavenly Father and Jesus know that with each and every single person/individual on earth in the past, right now, and all who will come on earth in the future.
Dont give up hope. Life does get better. Heavenly Father and Jesus loves you and wants to bless you.

April 2014 General Conference - speakers and talks (includes Womens Conference)

Here is a list of the sessions, speakers, and the title of their talks. To read, watch, or listen to General Conference you can click HERE (april 2014). If you have any questions please comment or visit www.lds.org or www.mormon.org. I will try to answer any questions to the best of my knowledge.

General Womens Conference
Rosemary M. Wixom -Keeping Covenants Protects Us, Prepares Us, and Empowers Us.
Video Presentation -I am a Child of God
Bonnie L. Oscarson - Sisterhood: Oh, How We Need Each Other
Video Presentation -Walk In His Light
Linda K. Burton - Wanted: Hands And Hearts to Hasten The Work
President Henry B. Eyring - Daughters In The Covenant

Saturday Morning Session
President Thomas S. Monson - Welcome to Conference
Elder Jeffrey R. Holland - The Cost - And Blessings - Of Discipleship
Elder Ronald A. Rasband - The Joyful Burden of Discipleship
Elder Carlos H. Amado - Christ The Redeemer
Linda S. Reeves - Protection from Pronography- a Christ - Focused Home
Elder Neil L. Andersen - Spiritual Whirlwinds
President Henry B. Eyring - A Priceless Heritage of Hope.

Saturday Afternoon Session
President Dieter F. Uchtdorf - Sustaining of Church Officers
Kevin R. Jergensen - Church Auditing Department Report 2013
Brook P. Hales - Statistical Report, 2013
Elder Russell M. Nelson - Let Your Faith Show
Elder Richard G. Scott - "I Have Given You an Example"
Elder Robert D. Hales - "If Ye Love Me, Keep My Commandments"
Elder Claudio D. Zivic - Lets Not Take The Wrong Way
Elder W. Craig Zwick - What Are You Thinking?
Elder Quentin L. Cook - Roots And Branches

Priesthood Session
Elder Dallin H. Oaks - The Keys And Authority of The Priesthood
Elder Donald L. Hallstrom - What Manner of Men?
Elder Randall L. Ridd - The Choice Generation
President Dieter F. Uchdorf - Are You Sleeping Through The Restoration?
President Henry B. Eyring - The Priesthood Man
President Thomas S. Monson - Be Strong And Of Good Courage

Sunday Morning Session
President Dieter F. Uchtdorf - Grateful In Any Circumstance
Elder M. Russell Ballard - Following Up
Jean A. Stevens - "Fear Not; I Am With Thee"
Bishop Gary E. Stevenson -  Your Four Minutes
Elder David A. Bednar - Bear Up Their Burdens With Ease
President Thomas S. Monson - Love-The Essential Of The Gospel

Saturday Afternoon Session
Elder Boyd K. Packer - The Witness
Elder William R. Walker - Live True To The Faith
Elder L. Tom Perry - Obedience Through Our Faithfulness
Elder Lawrence E. Corbridge - The Prophet Joseph Smith
Elder Michael John U. Teh - Where Your Treasure Is
Elder Marcos A. Aidukaitis - If You Lack Wisdom
Elder D. Todd Christofferson - The Resurrection of Jesus Christ
President Thomas S. Monson - Until We Meet Again

Spiritual Revelation

I absolutely LOVE LOVE LOVE the Spirit. It is really amazing when I get a prompting or personal revelation. A couple months ago, I was sitting in Sacrament meeting watching the young men lining up to return the bread and get ready to pass the water and I had a REALLY REALLY strong impression/thought from the Spirit. It has given me a  renewed hope to continue to do my best to prepare for that time when I will be able to enter the temple to be sealed to my husband for time AND eternity. I have no doubt that I will be married and when I feel like that time will never come, i just think of that thought/impression the Spirit told me and it gives me the faith to continue to go forward. I just want to say that if you have doubts about ANYTHING, just find some time to spend free of distractions, INCLUDING technology and read the scriptures and pray for a renewed sense of hope to give you faith to continue to go forward. It will be so worth it in the end to just hold on a little longer. :) dont give up. 

Wisdom

wisdom:"the quality or state of being wise; knowledge of what is true or right coupled with just judgement asto action; sagacity, discernment, or insight" and "the ability or result of an ability to think and act utilizing knowledge, experience, understanding, commonsense, and insight." (www.dictionary.com)
Under Wisdom in the Topical Guide is listed (to see): discernment, spiritual; education; God, intelligence of; God, omniscience of; God, wisdom of; Holy Ghost, gifts of; Intelligence; Knowledge; Learn; Prudence; Understanding; Wise.

Both the worlds and Gods definition is pretty similar but no matter who's definition you go by, wisdom is basically using judgement to make a decision, (preferably just judgement). Wisdom is something that i think is getting less and less but I believe and know, if you rely on God as you make every decision, you will be wise in each decision. Wisdom is different for each person and that is why I believe there is a lot of contention in the world today. In 3 Nephi 11:29 it says "...he that hath the spirit of contention is not of me, but is of the devil,..." Since we are told contention is of the devil, then it is very important to use wisdom in each and EVERY decision we make in life. We need wisdom is choosing a school to go to college. We need wisdom in choosing who to date and eventually marry. We need wisdom is politics and who we choose to lead us locally and nationally. We need wisdom to try and see the whole picture and not just each day. We need wisdom to be able to forgive those around us. We need wisdom in raising children (whether married or single. Whether you have a family of your own or when you watch other children).  If we do not have wisdom, we have nothing.

New Goals

I have made a few new goals this year based on how i done last year. Some of my goals this year are:

• Read or listen to the scriptures at least Monday to Saturday. 
• This I will do by listening to the Book of Mormon every other day and the New Testament the other days at least one way driving to or from work.
• Sundays will be various material such as my patriarchal blessing, Ensign, conference talks, etc.
• Pray at least every night before bed. I am also trying to work on doing my morning prayers as well.
• Complain less and be more grateful.
• I will do this by keeping a gratitude journal and keep a  couple of challenges given to me by a friend to: 
• "Challenge number 1: for every complaint you think of whether it is in your head or if you speak it out. Write down 3 things you are grateful for. Here's the rule, even when you run out of things never DOUBLE UP!! No more gossip, all it does is damage yourself and other people. 
• Challenge number 2: look to see the whole picture before you act on something."
• Write at least every other day in my personal journal and my other journal (not gratitude or personal) on the opposite days of my personal journal. (yes, i do keep three journals and they are all very important to me and my future)
• Put money away in savings each week, (its super easy, click (HERE!!!!!) Itsn't it stinkin' easy?!?)

These are my main goals this year. Yes I plan on keeping the commandments, laws, and ordinances of Heavenly Father as well, but I need to also keep doing the little things such as my goals. If I don't get in the habit now, while single, to read and pray daily as well as keep a journal, how can I expect my children to follow my example when that time comes? How can I expect my husband when I get married to do those things if I do not do them myself consistently?

General Conference October 2013 speakers and topic

 Here is the speakers in order and their topic including the Relief Society General Broadcast Session. You can access the text, audio, or video HERE from the www.lds.org Enjoy!

General Relief Society Broadcast
Linda K. Burton- The Power, Joy, and Love of Covenant Keeping
Carole M. Stephens -We have Great Reason to Rejoice
Linda S. Reeves- Claim the Blessings of Your Covenants
President Thomas S. Monson- We Never Walk Alone

Saturday Morning Session
President Thomas S. Monson-Welcome to Con-ference
Elder Robert D. Hales - General Conference: Strengthening Faith and Testimony

Elder Ulisses Soares- Be Meek and Lowly in Heart

Sister Carole M. Stephens- Do We Know What We Have?
Elder Edward Dube- Look Ahead and Believe
Elder David A. Bednar- The Windows of Heaven
President Dieter F. Uchtdorf- Come, Join With Us.

Saturday Afternoon Session
(sustaining of church officers by President Henry B. Eyring)
Elder Boyd K. Packer- The Key to Spiritual Protection
Elder D. Todd Christofferson- The Moral Force of Women
Elder S. Gifford Nielsen- Hastening the Lord's Game Plan!
Elder Arnulfo Valenzuela- Small and Simple Things
Elder Timothy J. Dyches- Wilt Thou Be Made Whole?
Elder Jeffrey R. Holland- Like a Broken Vessel
Elder M. Russell Ballard- Put Your Trust in the Lord

Priesthood Session
Elder L. Tom Perry- The Doctrine and Principles Contained in the Articles of Faith
Bishop Gerald Causse- Ye Are No More Strangers
Elder Randy D. Funk- Called of Him to Declare His Word
President Dieter F. Uchtdorf- You Can Do It Now!!!
President Henry B. Eyring- Bind up Their Wounds
President Thomas S. Monson- True Shepherds

Sunday Morning Session
President Henry B. Erying- To My Grandchildren
Elder Dallin H. Oaks- No Other Gods
Sister Bonnie L. Oscarson- Be Ye Converted
Elder Richard J. Maynes- The Strength to Endure
Elder Richard G. Scott- Personal Strength through the Atonement of Jesus Christ
President Thomas S. Monson- "I Will Not Fail Thee, nor Forsake Thee"

Sunday Afternoon Session
Elder Quentin L. Cook- Lamentations of Jeremiah: Beware of Bondage
Elder Neil L. Andersen- Power in the Priesthood
Elder David M. McConkie- Teaching with the Power and Authority of God
Elder Kevin S. Hamilton- Continually Holding Fast
Elder Andrian Ochoa- Look Up
Elder Terence M. Vinson- Drawing Closer to God
Elder Russell M. Nelson-  Decisions for Eternity
President Thomas S. Monson- Till We Meet Again

Its that time again!

So its time for General Conference again. here is a couple different ways to listen to conference.

Listen to it here http://www.lds.org/general-conference/live/languages?lang=eng
watch it here http://www.lds.org/general-conference/watch?lang=eng.

You can also watch it on BYU TV or KSL live.

Here is a link to find it broadcasted over all 50 states on:
cable/broadcast tv,http://www.bonneville.info/broadcast.cfm
dish/direcTV/SiriusXM/Satilite, http://www.bonneville.info/satellite.cfm
Radio http://www.bonneville.info/broadcast.cfm